Loveless

Thoughts whirl around in my brain
Of you
And her -
Together.

I long to hate you both.
I won't.
I can't -
Impossible.

All alone in this bitter darkness,
I'm sobbing
And broken.
Unwanted.

I want you to love me.
You don't,
I know.
Useless.

I miss you, but who cares?
Not you.
Not her.
Nobody.