Why can't I trust?
Why is it so difficult?
You've never done me any wrong.
You tell me you love me.
Maybe it's not you I don't trust...
Maybe I don't trust myself.
Maybe I'm scared to love,
To love love unconditionally,
Like you do me.
Am I scared of love?
Why should I be?
Because...
Because love is new.
Love is exciting.
Love is exhilarating.
Yet love is...
Is terrifying.
It's full of self-sacrifices,
Full of self-realization.
Maybe that's what I'm scared of.
Of showing people who I am;
Of showing off the true color of my soul;
Of letting myself shine.
And I've got to break out -
Out of my confining, pitch-black shell.
I've got to get free!
About Me
- ♥Annie Mae♥
- First things first, I'm religious. If you don't like that, well then tough titty. People who try to influence me in a religious way piss me off. I try to read the Bible every night. I try to live my life like I think God would want me to, which means that some people call me a goody-two-shoes. Most people call me short (I'm 5'2"). I have brown hair and brown eyes and a million freckles. But despite my shortness and (in my opinion) plump-ish mid-section, people like to insist that I'm pretty, no matter what I say. I like school, and yes, that may make me sound like a nerd, but I don't care. As my friends say, I'm a "cool nerd." My weakest subject is math, and my favorite subject is science. I want to go to college to become a vet, so I obviously love animals. My all-time favorite animals are horses, and I want to own a horsefarm one day. Or, at least a horse. :)
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